Counting from the start
Puting all the wonders a part
Just looking somewhere
To find the things which cud be a real wonder
But whatever i got
Whatever i thought
Whatever i saw
Was just one time wonder
So the journey is going on
I don’t care sticking in a storm
A lifetime traveling i do
My first crush was wonder I do
My first dream was wonder I do
My first home, First car, First job, First making love – they all were wonder i do.
But all of them hav gone
Leaving signs to be searched and found
In real time they have turned into desired form
And The sense of wonder has gone.
I am yet crying for my wonder
Running everywhere to find my wonder
I askd to the world
they askd me to giv a test
I did more than my best
Passed unnumberd sleepless night forget the rest
I climbd staris of their standerds
I got the best things but not my wonder
So i jumped off myself from all kind of splendors
And right at the moment
When i am going to take the last breath
I can hear people saying
‘He was a wonder
Everyday he was a new wonder
Whatever he did , was a first time wonder
The life he lived, was a wonder
Yes he was
The most beautiful living wonder”
The way ‘he’ was
The way you are
The way we all are
A beautiful wonder.”
There are socially accepted norms that they are more experienced than us. We should hear them and follow their teachings.
Some people can say because in their old age they become vulnerable, physically exhausted. So its young people duty to support them.
One can point out a number of contradictions especially in 21st century.
- Their experiences are of no use for us. They belong to ancient age I can’t go with them.
- They are weak I know. They have problem but even I have my own troubles, I have to focus on my career. At least I haven’t come so long to take care of them only. In this hour when even I don’t have time for my family, for myself then how and why should I look after them? They should manage it in their young age. In any case I am not gain to do the same mistake.
- I am giving them what they want. But don’t expect me to do according to them. This is my life. They are part of it. But what should I do what shouldn’t that’s totally my decision.
- List could be uncountable every person has his/her views.
It may sound very rough to some ears, Destructive to some traditional souls. But it is fact .The world is no more as it was. Things are changing .Within last one decade we have jumped over a century. Everything is mess here now, and so the social system too. In this situation one shouldn’t expect that anyone is going to risk his/her perception for the sake of society/manner/culture. People now want logic to satisfy their sense. And there is no wrong with it. Why to hold the thread which you are not going to use in your future.
But still I believe we should respect every single senior citizen who is yet living. And not only respect but make sure to make them feel that they are important for us. It may be a little contradicted to my previous statement but that’s the way things are.
I am not saying only because of a mercy of emotional inclement towards old-age people but because of importance of human. Let me clear it…
Actually when you are seeing a bullet train moving by 250 Km/h. You think whataa speed!! You admire this invention of mankind. Exactly at the same moment the person who is inside that train he is static. Not feeling anything that how fast it’s moving for him. It’s just a source to take him to his destination in less time. So what speed did here? It became a lighting source to reduce the time only. The most important ting here wasn’t the speed (although it was the most attractive thing) it was the time and the destination.
Exactly the case is in our social life. We are developing our neighborhood swiftly to ease our life not to increase the life. But dear what happened most of the time we just forget to handle is with care. And the result comes in the form of frustration/depression/superiority –inferiority complexion. Well don’t think I am going off from my topic it may sound a little unfamiliar but I have a link.
And the link is thus we human found ourselves in misery, very single day become a fight for survival. We are planning/thinking/running/moving in the direction which leads no where but to make sure to achieve another day in this earth. Yes our every single action (visible or invisibly) is just to make sure to get another 24 hours for ourselves, in a way as we want. You can say what so difficulty in it is. It’s as easy as breathing. But no it is not.
The day we born we start learning, whole life is a journey of struggles, in childhood it was for little things in young age for academic and emotional things after that it was for family and responsibility and finally when you became old its again for what.. For peace. And ask yourself try to find out the exact numbers how many of us have lived every struggle successfully. Whatever was the time the situation things were always same only the sources were and are different.
There are people young energetic but broken into pieces not able to make another day, there are people unable to find a single reason to live more of every age. There are people who gave up struggles and left this place even before god’s call. And amazingly today when this world is full of sources this number is not descending but ascending.
It’s all happening around why? Is this young generation who has won the space, is so weak? Who has knowledge of equal to computer is so inexperienced that it can’t find out solution for his survival? Definitely not we are stronger at last its human who never gives up. They who did I am sorry but they were not eligible to get a human birth.
Life is not beautiful showroom where everything is managed so well. Every day is not to picnic near rainbow river. Every night is not for candle light dinner. And people who are yet living they have understand this fact very deeply.
Today when they have touched their old age don’t think that they are weak .Don’t ever respect them due to their physical weakness, their bygone experiences. But man respects them because they have made it. They have found a way to survive in this besieged world. Respect them because they didn’t give up against toughest situation. Doesn’t matter that is that belong to you or not, rich or poor, the thing which makes them special is their will to live and live more. And mind it friend it takes a strong determination to have this will.
No doubt even in their hardships they too have thought a number of times that how to survive? What to do now? It’s beyond my capacity. But in the end it was their will which made every thing straight. And look they are around you spreading the message that life is a gift. You have to try hard to know how to unpack it.
Who knows even I would be able to make this’ struggle for survival’ successfully or not. Who knows would I be able to reach at their age. Isn’t it requires a lion’s heart to think for this, to put oneself in their shoes. It is.
So respect them because they are alive. Respect them because may b they have lost everything in their life. They have won a number of days to live hear. Respect them because they are not looser, they are WINNER – true winner.
Desire is very powerful word and also one of the strongest emotions. I would like to say the only driven force of human as I believe in this conception. This movie is kind of affirmative analysis of the previous statement. It talks about an old age lover of a young age girl. The rich man asks poor girl to be with him as he loves her. And the poor girl asks him to love her but no physical contact as for her it’s not essential. She says ‘even I love you but I don’t feel making love with you then why you want this.’
Story moves around the two (well around three- actually LUES BUNUEL has experimented in this film; he has taken two actress for the same part. Yes, one for the good lady one for the bad lady. And its quiet visible. He has done no effort to bring any likeness between them. But you have to keep an eye as in the pace of story you may fail to spot this interesting fact.). Man found it difficult to live without her. He wants her badly. He does everything – buys her a home, offers money, asks for marriage. But every time the girl denied giving herself as she says ‘if I will give myself to you, you won’t love me any longer.’
The more she keeps him away, the more his desire becomes obscure to him. He failed to understand either himself or her. Although movie wasn’t a box office hit but of course a critic’s beloved due to its obscure theme. And it will remain one of the best movies of all time.
This is a gift from IRAN, yes from a country where cinema isn’t considered a good thing. Despite the fact here cinema is blooming specially after NEW IRANIAN WAVE of 70s. Iran has got some very renowned directors Mohasin Makhamalbuf, Majid Majidi and etc. they are trying to put realty of the country in front of the other world.
This movie is a product of Majidi. Which deals with a small family of parents and a pair of ‘brother-sister’? They belong to lower class family; hardly have enough to live happily. And destiny played a game with them when brother looses shoes of his sister. It’s a heart touching cinema and. A few sequences will force you to inhale a long breath. Somehow they mange to live with one pair of sneakers. One day brother gets a chance to win a new pair of shoes through a race competition. He struggles hard to be at third place but finished with first. And the victorious moment directs him in sorrow and regret for her younger sister. Who is waiting for her new sneakers.
One more thing, keeping direction of Majidi aside. Both the Childs are too good. And really their performance is more than expectations. A must watch cinema . I will recommend it for everyone.
It’s a conversation about emotions, exchange of feelings between two of the same kind. And may be very first time it’s a ‘Talk about Him’ not her. Men are considered stone hearted in our society. And we believed that soul right of crying is reserved for women. That’s why rarely you will see men sharing their deep feelings, their weakness,on the screen. Pedro Almodovar is known as an artist who knows how to paint every corner of women. But in this show he has tried to place the other gender below spotlight. I should say not a failure.
This is a movie about two strangers who come closer when destiny leaves their loves in coma. They develop an emotional attachment and shares their unexpressed feeling.Benigno (in Spanish it means harmless) is a caregiver. Who takes care of his love through out 4 years? In spite of his harmless care he became prime suspect of rape and gets imprisonment. While MARCO, other lead character, helps him during his misfortune. Benigno wants to hug him, thanks him for his hold up, for being there, for sharing his emotions.
Although there are some questions which remain unreturned but when end titles starts rolling you will feel like you are a little glad a little gloomy. One more thing it has a beautiful sound track ‘kukurukukoo’ by Caetano Veroso.Dont forget to reverse your disc to listen it at least twice.
It’s a 2002 release and an Oscar goes to its credit for “ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY” by Pedro Almodovar. As well as it was listed in top 10 movies of 2002.
Another thing I want to put here is what we should do while having an cherished relation? I have seen most of the times people shard couple of hours just talking about future. ‘Future’ which has no significance in present, which is not in your hand, which could take place and could be not , what they do .They preserve all good things to do in supposed ‘Future’. And thus they left in present what - just the blue prints of ‘Future’. And leave no hard stones for today. Thus making their current date pathetic in the hope of a better future.
Why people like to discuss more about the days about to come rather the time they are in. A simple reason which strikes me again and again is may be because
“The Present always asks to act , it forces you to move ahead , compels you to admit what you are in real while on the other side The Future doesn’t asks for any such things in reverse it supplies you imaginative happiness .”
Thus you live your present in two streams and both are opposite sides of river.
Future comes exactly as you’d thought: -
Then you would be the luckiest person among whole mankind till yet. Because its truth of heaven. Where inhabits only gods.
Future comes but its just future nothing to resemblance to what you’d thought:–.
What that sounds? Isn’t like that, how it could be possible I had thought a lot and why it happens to me? You will found yourself most deprived person of the world. Because its certainty of world where you are living.
Now point is think what you have gain from the time , just good memories to remember , memories which were dreams in past and dreams are in present, memories which at this moment have no future. I agree it’s our beautiful memories which makes life stunning, they are crucial part of life, but is it exactly in this case? No here your life has become a part of memory, divided in washed remembrances.
The conclusion I think is that we should live our life in present –
if you want to make any day good memorable then its today life is sum of today’s not futures. Even future is crop of today. Don’t think a lot about what to do or not just decide what you want, and do that. It may become a cause of failures and snuffles but never be a reason of apologize or regret.
And yes it’s not a child’s act to do exactly what you eager to do; you have to gather a lot of guts to live in present. It takes almost last breath to say others that in genuine what you want from them. Isn’t it? You have to make your own resources to guide your wants rewarded. What I can do is just write down two lines –
‘always keep in mind this is the last day you are having, this is the last time you two are meeting , this is the last breath you are inhaling and this is the last life you are living. So live it fully and live it here in the present.”
And I promise future will be more beautiful than your mind’s eye.
THAT’S FOR SURE
In a relation what is more important except love is honesty and clearly. You should be honest to yourself first. Cause in dearth of it how will you be able to know in actual what you want from yourself and others too. And this ignorance will do what? It will lead you towards confusion. That will make you tense. Everyday you will discover that you know a lot of about each other and yet there is a lot to know. It happens all the time and the critical sound reason is because we just don’t know what exactly we are demanding from us.
That’s why I always force before indulging in any relation or having anything close to feelings; make your mind up what your demands are. And preciously don’t try to interfere them by comparing with other’s instances. We all are one of own kinds. And there is no idealism exist which can show you a common list of provisions. Its quiet individual, think a little in solitude and come out with solid reasons to support your wants. May be then you wont feel unfulfilled, vulnerable, unobserved or deceived.
If still it have effect then must be you weren’t able to match your mind to your means. It is not the kind of phenomenon which relates only with you, just like two sides of coin it has too. Every time people come closer they come with a few reasons. Some of them are – they want to share themselves, to attain your attention, to fulfill their demands. You may have done your best for them but sometimes it happens that despite of your all effort people started departing .Leaving you alone- broken and confused. You can call them self-centered because there are people like that. And it satisfies you too.But it isn’t true every time.
Well if I consider general human beings then it’s a very natural rule that –
“if B is getting something from A then B’s internal soul induces him to provide something needed to A. something what can make A happy.”
Now return to the topic, if you are not sure about yourself then you wont be able to convey your needs to others and in reaction they will think you have no reliance over them or they are of no use to you. Naturally after sometime they will start cutting from you so that at least can live in peace rather than thinking all the times what they should give to meet your requirements.
So you still have time make a Google search within and find out what are your wishes you want to come true and share them with others cause angles are all around they are just waiting to hear your voice. Voice which contains wishes of soul. wishes which are prayers of yours.
…. And thus whatever takes place in life that’s too is a desire. I think there are some words which speaks more than what they seems or I can they preserve more than what we presume. What drives our life? I have heard this question many times both from the outside and inside. And i found every time i found an answer it becomes unsatisfactory after a while and i desire for a new one. In such way i have repeated myself again and again for various causes – for various DESIRES. And i found this “DESIRE” is the word which lies in the centre of whole.
Whenever i love something or somebody, in starting i thought oh my lord! This is a heavenly feeling i was searching through the ages. But what after achieving the apex from my ‘LOVE’ i left with what another desire for another heavenly feeling. i was unable to restore those moments to live again. They had turned into memory. Memory of good time only. A time which will never come back so is it means my profound love has been lost by me. And with all this collection of good time what i can do? I could desire, Desire to found them back .Everything left behind just one thing “Desire”.
This one word is magical it keeps my breathing, keeps my life moving and makes things beautiful. It has no given shape, no measurement, and no color and yet possesses the most attractive shape, the most beautiful measurement, the most colorful color. i have seen most of the times people couldn’t recognize it’s face. Sometime they call it Devine love, sometime Lust, sometime Attraction sometime Ambition, Aim, Revenge, Repent and etc etc… But the time when the rain of realty washes the dust of ignorance, our eyes see what?
—– A ”DESIRE” giving birth to another ”DESIRE”—
The color RED
Energy Cheer love n Enjoy
runs through out d clock in vains
adds a day to everyday
wen pupms out from d life, makes everythg motionless as dead
The color is RED!
The color GREEN
Prosperty Satisfication Easy and Calm
A precious ornament of a Bride named Earth
the female(opposite) of red
Mystory of nature lies between G R and EEN
The color is GREEN!
The color BLUE
Eternal Romantic Dreamy and Beyond the brain
Choosen by the best things
Over the head,between two parral banks
Thrust of living, Thurst of me and you
The color is BLUE!
The color WHITE
Peace Inocense Pure and Divine
it lies inside the liar, its truth
it fills ur eyes with sour tears, its guilt
last sign of journey of life, a new beginning
Bright of d day,Rise of d night
The color is WHITE!
The color BLACK
Fear Unjusitce Selfishness and Pride
the essential of those who think it dosent belong to them
the empror of half of the life
the interior of close eyes
First step of success, Last hurdle to break
It is the color BLACK!
The color TRANSPARENT
other side of the wall
below the surface
over the roof
across the road you walking
where you are not, only there is meant
The color is TRANSPARENT!
The color “SKIN COLOR”
In this world this is the one considered the most VIC (very imp color) by human
its not of your choice
its not the same as others do
its not the one you cud exchane
its not for one you cud claim
everycolor will go down,only it will remain till the next dawn
A little looks like your kith n kins
It is the color SKIN
THE SKIN COLOR !!!!!
She always says
only that will happen
what has to take place
and i always answer
putting my eyes away
somewhere at de end of the sky
girl you r right
and the same time
i hear deep inside
it may be
one day i could be able
to change this reply
A power i wish
to make real all of this
but as its neither a cyndrella story
nor here’s a magical tree
i put together my hands
rub and slide down d pockets
with a release of heavy breath
i say to myself
till the last ray is shining
i have to keep moving
although time is less
but who knows
in the way i get something better than the best
storing a lot
and saying goodbye
with a pause
Girl one day u wud b proud of me
our story wont be the same old story
Girl on every morning
u will here me saying hi
Girl my hopes r alive
till u wont say goodbye
