Search for My Wonder

Counting from the start
Puting all the wonders a part
Just looking somewhere
To find the things which cud be a real wonder
But whatever i got
Whatever i thought
Whatever i saw
Was just one time wonder

So the journey is going on
I don’t care sticking in a storm
A lifetime traveling i do
My first crush was wonder I do
My first dream was wonder I do
My first home, First car, First job, First making love – they all were wonder i do.
But all of them hav gone
Leaving signs to be searched and found
In real time they have turned into desired form
And The sense of  wonder has gone.

I am yet crying for my wonder
Running everywhere to find my wonder
I askd to the world
they askd me to giv a test
I did more than my best
Passed unnumberd sleepless night forget the rest
I climbd staris of their standerds
I got the best things but not my wonder
So i jumped off myself from all kind of splendors
And right at the moment
When i am going to take the last breath

I can hear people saying
‘He was a wonder
Everyday he was a new wonder
Whatever he did , was a first time wonder
The life he lived, was a wonder
Yes he was
The most beautiful living wonder”

The way ‘he’ was
The way you are
The way we all are
A beautiful wonder.”